..when you look into each other’s eye and you understood one another..
And I call it.. magic! Haha! Ang
galing noh? There are really people who will completely understand your mood
swings.. your craziness.. your childishness.. your boring stories.. your corny
jokes.. and everything in and about you. It’s amazing how an ordinary day can
become an extraordinary one simply because you were together and you can laugh
at each other’s mistakes and become so silly and annoying, and yet, you still
love to be together..
And it’s not just a magic.. it’s
a blessing J
..when you see your boyfriend entering a cinema with your bestfriend.
Oh my. This is really.. hmm,
what’s the right word to say that is still civil and I may still have my
dignity?
Nothing. I will just say nothing.
Walk out from the cinema. Go
home. Cry. Then call him. Ask where he’d been. Whatever he says, whether truth
or not, I will call for a break up. Sinong matinong lalake ang manonood ng sine
kasama ang bestfriend ng girlfriend niya? Wala. Walang logic dun kahit
baligtarin natin ang mundo.
I will be brave. Yes I will. Say
hello to singlehood one more time J
..when you see your love talking to his ex.
Ouch. A big big OUCH.
Oh yeah right, I don’t have the
right to be green-eyed-monster. But please, let me be human.
One of the moments that is really
heart-breaking is seeing the one you love talk
to his ex-love, that actually he still loves. Ouch. Dude, it sucks. Believe
me. I’ve gone thru the pain many times over. Haha! [Now it’s really
exaggerated]
This is one of the things I hate.
To be a monster. You know. That moment when you don’t want to look at their
direction but you want to see if there’s still the spark in his eyes. That
moment when you want to walk away to make him feel you’re jealous but you’re
afraid he won’t follow you. That moment when you want to ignore but your neck
and eyes start to be uncontrolled by your pituitary gland. How pathetic. And
yes, it’s crazy.
Well, what can I do? I’m just a
human being who fell in love with a man who’s still in love with his ex. And
yeah, I am in a complicated relationship with him. And yeah, I accept it. And a
big yes, I let him talk to his ex-love. Yes, I know I’m crazy. Don’t shout at
me, I am deaf to hear you. I know, I AM CRAZY.
